Sometimes being a grown up is hard. I want to be able to throw a temper tantrum and throw all the blame on someone else. I want to cry in public and not give a damn who is looking at me at the moment. All that kid angst still rises in me though, and I do feel like screaming out that she started it! But, I am a grown ass woman. I need to step back and look at all my blessings and let toxic people enjoy their smallness. This should be my mid-to-end of year resolution, let it roll off of me like a grown up should. Although it couldn’t hurt to throw myself on the floor for one good fit, could it? I promise it will be in the privacy of my home and out of kid view.